Thursday, February 23, 2012

Time for myself

I suck at time management. It might be cute when my husband is waiting for me to finally get ready to go out, but I can't seem to organize anything in my life. My work takes up a huge part of my day. I like the job, I like my boss, but I also constantly daydream about what I could've been doing with some free time for myself.

For example, yesterday a lot of the blogs I've read talked about tracking. I don't enjoy it myself and I desperately need to track or I'm lost. I'm trying to go back to the habit, just can't seem to even spare the time for that. Every day I wanna read more blogs, write on my own (by the way this is my second attempt at this) and when I get home at 8 pm I really don't wanna do anything. Forget about exercising, all I wanna do is stare at the TV and eat. Even reading proves to be tiring.

In the end I'm honestly tired of living for my work. Still I wanna do more about the job as well. I wanna learn more, be more involved, take more responsibilities and so on. But I could just spend one whole week really doing everything I need, working out, eating right, keeping the apartment organized, giving 100% at work and even have time for my friends... I think I would be OK. Like the next week couldn't help, but follow on those footsteps and so on. Just one week of having everything. At least trying to, really meaning to be the person working on my ideal self. This Sunday I'll go for it. And if I succeed my reward will be a huge, unbeatable sense of satisfaction. Don't I deserve that!


Staci's Slimdown said...

It can be a bit unnerving, but have you considered just snapping pics of your food? Since I do it for my blog, I'm use to it. But I find it really helpful on busy days. When I sit down at night, there's no forgetting what I ate. It's all there for me to see, and I jot it down whenever I get a free moment here or there. I'm home all day, but I have 4 kids and homeschool 2 of them. Crazy, crazy busy. :) Good luck! My first starting weight was also 216. blah.

Holly from 300 Pounds Down said...

I know how you feel! It is so hard to get it all done because at some point you just run out of energy! I use Flylady to help me keep organized. Her routines keep me on track. By the way, your blog is so cute and well designed!

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