Wednesday, March 7, 2012

My computer crashed... my heart is broken...

My computer is done, gone, dead! So many things I don't have a back-up of. I cried and cried and still can. Even at work I feel like a time bomb. My heart is broken and I don't know how to fix it. I guess that's how my relationship to my computer really is. It held so many memories, work, thoughts, music, photos, so much... gone.

Needless to say I'm using food to get through all this. But I think I've had enough time to mourn over it, four whole days to be exact. I'll get back on track tomorrow. Why not now? Because I'm letting myself have the rest of the day like a spoiled child. By the way I've lost 3 lbs. Gotta be ready for the Monday weigh in.

On top of all, this is one of the craziest weeks at work. God, please let me get through this.

Hope you have a better week than I do.


Cat said...

So sorry to hear this. I love the picture though, few things express pure despair like a child in a full on cry.

MommaFat said...

Using food to get through it - doesn't ever seem to work in the long run

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